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| ( FAVORITES ARE RANDOM I AM SO SO SORRY.. ;-; ) RELATIONS, TEAM IS DOWN THERE BASICALLY EVERYTHING ELSE ==> While were at it.... What exactly is he inflicted with, Silvy? -Major Depressive Disorder -Anxiety // Accompanied with a vulnerability schema, a dependability schema, and a social phobia -Agoraphobia {{Fear of being trapped in a place without ready help and fear of places without ready escape}} -Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder -And I'm considering making him have psychosis. {{Severe levels of depression where one sees distortions and sounds that differ greatly from the actual experience of reality}} "Hey, didn't some guy say some weird quote...? "Something like... I can easily express the blues with a simple guitar strum; Depression takes me a three-act opera." "Well, that sounds tiring. I don't desire it. I'll just let the opportunity slip by ... And maybe hope Cheren will be there to pick me back up again. Although, honestly, I can't stick to him for everything. I knew it. I knew I couldn't be independent. I'm such a failure. I can't ever try like that again, because it hurts ..." {{ HEADCANNONS:: Just because it's first doesn't make it more important. }}  Holy crap does this guy ever love Imogen Heap. The songs seem to understand him, and he usually either sits in quiet with nothing but his thoughts, or, her music. He absolutely admires that band. So very much. Touya was bullied alot as a child -- He was pushed around alot. He used to be arrogant when he was a kid, but the others taught him a lesson; When his lesson was learned, he discovered that not everyone wants your opinions and dreams, so why would you have them in the first place. He became quiet and deserved what he got, before soon after he was on the innocent side. He still, to this day, thinks it was his fault and hates taking physical abuse, although thinks he needs more beaten - Just so he could cover up his past; For he was once the verbal bully. Technically, he doesn't deserve the pain anymore, but he believes he does. With this, he hates his younger self. Touya will most likely take abuse if it's presented to him; He hates seeing people hurt, and he would gladly take it for others. Touya gets depressed really easily, and takes anti-depressants, however they make him feel sick, probably because he doesn't eat all that often. He has thoughts of suicide, and he has attempted to kill himself once. He cuts his wrists alot, but with time he cut up his arms, always before he goes to bed, unless he's interrupted. He never exactly sought and took advice from help. Cutting seemed to help him calm down and fall asleep... At least show him a different kind of pain. He's also a huge insomniac, mainly because he can't sleep through his depression. Touya is a crybaby. Ahh, as weird as it is, he gets really calm if you put pressure on or rub his wrists -- it's a habit. It's odd that the smell of cigarette smoke makes him feel rather sleepy and, yes, calm. He would never even pick up a cigarette, as it's all just tobacco, paper, and tar, and he finds it disgusting. But he likes the smell. He loves nature. Usually, he stays cooped up in his house, because he gets to depressed to show his face outside. But when he does go outside, he makes an effort to look happy and independent. He feels connected to his old self when he sees trees and greenery. He seeks comfort from others mostly, however you'd be likely to see him snuggling up to a pillow in a blanket or his jacket, because he's nervous to hug others. It makes him feel comforted. He barely eats - thusly making him underweight - nor does he want to, but he cannot resist popcorn. Probably because he thinks he looks fat, and his depression turns him off of food, but popcorn is the best way to get him to like you, or at least catch his attention. Touya gets cold really easily. Probably because he's underweight, so he has alot less flesh to make him feel cold. This dude sucks at battling. Ever since he beat N and he left, he never put a single effort into battling again. Touya is traumatized over N leaving so quickly. He is sickened that everything they had was sacrificed there, and he is still trying to deal with himself, because he feels he is a monster for crushing N like that. This certain timeline of events: Touko caught Zekrom, Touya battled N, Touko fought Ghetsis. Just so I wouldn't forget... Touya lets his Pokemon run free, because he doesn't like his Pokemon to battle. They usually go get led around by Scavatrice, the Excadrill. So they train there. Chiaro, his Eevee, however, is more like a lap pet. Touya always keeps Chiaro with him, no matter where he goes. He can easily tell when people are lying. This is because when he was a kid, he always suspected people of not telling the truth. Kind of odd, because he is the Hero of Ideals. But N took the position of Truth, so he tried to pursue ideals to stop him. But he can still tell very well when people are lying. Touya is a really cuddly guy. Especially when he's sleepy, he gets really childish and uke-like. Not to say he isn't an uke already. This is even further emphasized when he is sick. He gets really quiet and sweet then. He loves comforting people by hugging, too. He gets flushed very easily. If you talk about literally anything sexual, he will just blush heavily and mumble. However, if your on his good side, and he genuinely thinks of you as a good friend, or something more, he will probably laugh at it. He would still blush, though. He does this mostly because he thinks people will see that he isn't all that innocent. Touya hates the word "gay". It's disrespectful to him, along with "homo". He can't take being called gay, regardless of who you are. He /is/ okay with being called a homosexual, but he'd prefer for no one to say a word about it. But... Chances are, if you a /really/ good friend, he could just laugh a bit. A little bit. It only takes a few sips of alcohol to set off Touya. He gets tremendously drunk very fast, unable to stand or connect to the world around him, most of the time. If he does manage to talk to you, it would be almost like talking to a twisted image of himself, loud, outrageous, slurring out a string of sexual innuendos. Fortunately, it takes him only a couple of hours before he crashes down and sleeps it all off. On the flipside, he could be potentially dangerous to others. During a hangover, he usually feels often more depressed then usual, if that could be even possible. He usually would endanger his life; going as far as trying to end it all, to feel that comforting, yet evil knife at his throat. He is not the social kind of guy. Because of this, he has a tendency to look down at his feet to avoid eye contact. It isn't because he's lazy to look you in the eye. He loves his jacket because he can just pull up his hood and no one has to look him in the eye. He usually holes himself up because he likes not being in society - he hates being the center of attention. Touya is scared of being judged. So he usually looks away, or is so silent you can barely hear him. He keeps on thinking everyone will quit on him, so that also easily plays a part. Touya will sacrifice his own enjoyment and personality to make others happy and comfortable. He can manipulate his personality very easily, because of this. Touya was born on September 18th, 1996. He is a Virgo â™. This dude is Italian. He tries his hardest to not let his accent slip, but sometimes, if he's angry, aroused, or very comfortable with you, his accent will slip out quite easily and he won't try to restrain it... Unless he's aroused. Then this guy is a total sucker for not even saying a word. He was born last, out of when his mother gave birth to him and his twin, Touko. He is a secret romantic, and really loves small kisses and hugs. He's a sucker for love notes; he'd often slip some in a place where Cheren would look alot. He likes his hair to be pulled. However, he doesn't like for people to just touch his hair randomly, so you have to be a really on his really good side. Say it's... Arousing. And leave it at that. He will not stand for anyone doing bad things. He despises those kind of people. Touya can have really dark thoughts sometimes. He tries to deny it, and given his hate for those kind of things, he doesn't like how mean he can be, and that haunts his mind forever. Touya will never swear, unless he gets really pissed. It's hard to make him mad, he's always quiet and patient. He is very quiet. Even around his friends. Touya is especially shy and quiet near new people. He dislikes loud noises. He likes to help people. Even if your a complete stranger, he'll try to get the job done. Given that he's not very social, he works hard. This is because he was always used to talking care of his sister, Touko. Touya can be rude and very tsundere around his family, but it's extremely unlikely. This dude has really weird trusting issues. He can trust very easily, but he's also very weary. Touya has had a crush on sssssomeone... Which happened to be Bianca. He also used to fall head over heels for Cheren, and he secretly still does, as well as Bianca, but... more on the 'Cheren-side'. This strange new change hit him hard, and with this new confusion has left him torn between Bianca and Cheren. He is seriously distressed over this, and he's still unsure of where his heart may lay... Although he is thinking of Cheren. And thinking of Cheren is all he can do at this point; he seeks comfort from Cheren, because he knows he won't be hurt, nor hurt Cheren. |
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